so i've not posted for a while have i. For ages really. Not much has been happening really. I've finished all my exams and that so i don't have to go back to that fucking hell hole ever. Yay. I've been...alive.
So recently i thought i was getting better. For those of you who don't know i was going through what can best be described as depression. I was going through it for a long time...or what seemed like a long time. But then i started feeling better. DOn't know why but i did. Even my friends could tell that i was happier. Kinda funny though how it cann all return in one day. Just a couple of drinks with a couple of friends and the old thoughts came flooding back. And back to my old self again...not the good kind. Anyway i've been trying my hardest to not let it show this time and i think it's working.Yay. Good for me.
I was gonna talk about the old thoughts and feelings but decided not too. They're just too personal and fucked up in my head right now. Maybe soon...or on a different account or something. But not here and not now. What the fuck am i saying...sorry i'll go.
Anyway,
"She is everything to me, the urequited dream, the song that no one sings"
