In the end everything we do is just everything we've done.

this year my very first thought on January the 1st was:

       It does not matter what i accomplish in life because no matter what i do in the end i will die and nobody will care.

 

this progressed to:

       if i were to die right now the world would not be affected in anyway

 

which recently became:

       my entire existence is pointless and does not affect everyday life in anyway

 

hope i didn't depress you

 

anyway,

 

"Bottom line, doing what we have to do to get some food in the fridge and stay out of the hospital"